So
the anxiety dreams are back
to be expected
I have a lot to be anxious about
things are going to start back up in the next week or so
it's time for my home study
and then
well -- I could have a placement any time after that
crazy
I'm so ready
and I'm not ready
lol
so the dreams are back
last night I dreamed about children that I took under my wing
too many
seven
and -- they had these creatures living under their skins
alien things
and we were able to pull them out
and they burst into a splash of water when they were taken out
and while I tried to manage this
I was overwhelmed
my house was a huge mess
I'm talking wading through dirt and link and dust up to my hips
and I'm filthy
and I have these things under my skin too
and I calmly remove them
I can feel them pulling out of me
as they try to cling to me
I am relentless
and they too burst into a splash of water
and when I awoke
I smiled
these dreams are normal
I have big changes coming up
huge changes
and it's perfectly normal to be worried
about what's going to happen
and how I will deal with it
and how it will affect and change me
I'm happy the anxiety dreams are back
it means that I'm moving forward again
and that's a good thing.
