I feel a bit beat down by the holiday this year
I'm way behind
work has been better
Miss M's schedule with Winterguard is really hectic
I had some minor surgery (that I'm recovered from -- but still)
and I'm not feeling even a little bit in the holiday spirit.
Life is complicated.
and too busy
and most nights -- I wish I could just sleep all the way though
I'm taking her to my parents on the 18th -- and it'll be good for both of us -- I'm feeling really really really overwhelmed.
I love having her here -- but gosh
sometimes it's just hard to always be "on"